Another Performance (A Bad One This Time)

Today I had performed. Once again, I got to wear that band uniform, which is so hot when you are under the bloody damn hot sun! I played the Cowbell which look like a cow's bell and I had to use the other end of the drum stick.. It seems like I've become a monk.. I thought it would be fun, but things aren't right. I am so pissed off with the people that stand beside me! As they keep using things to hit the Base Drum even after my senior and I shouted at them! Don't they know that they can't use things to hit the drum?? Didn't they know that? I am so pissed off! All because of the stupid Band conductor! Why must choose me?? Am I that good?